Ice skating was fun! I love ice skating! Hahaz I fell down like several times because I couldn't keep balance of myself and that pplz are always in my way and plus pplz step on my heels lolz. There was this guy who stook his leg out and I triped over him hahaz. He also fell down several times and it was funny. He wouldn't bend his knees lolz. He said he looks funny if he does that, but that is the best way to keep his body balanced. Well, well, but either way he is still faster than I am juzzzz because he has longer legs...no fair >.
I feel that I learned something today. To have patience. If I have patience with him maybe things will work out. I chose to take a step back and not be so forward. I decided that I already made my first move from expressing my feelings ito him in that card I wrote and that I made him a present. Its time for him to express his feelings to me. I decided to act cold to him so that he would respond to me. I don't want to make it seem like I'm forcing him to be with me. If he does not have the intention of talking to me, then I will not talk to him unless he starts talking to me first. If he doesn't have the care and interest to talk to me or care for me, then I will ignore him until he makes his move. That way he will learn to do the "correct" move on me instead of him still being so clueless. Plus, if he doesn't want to talk to me on aim then I will not chat with him until he aims me first. That way I will know that he wants to talk to me instead of me forcing him to chat with me. Like yesterday, I was really happy he said " lets talk" we haven't really talked for awhile. THose words made me feel that he now cares or at least cares for me at that moment. The less I talk to him, the more he wants to talk to me. I'm not going to call him. If he doesn't have the interest to call me from time to time, that means he doesn't want to talk to me. Then fine I'll will not bother talking to him, because he makes me feel that he is not willing to talk to me and instead I am forcing him to talk. Today we didn't really talk much... and he is still so busy..guess he doesn't have time for me. But of course I know he cares. He could of took the blue line to millenium instead of meeting me at mather and take the bus and train together to get there. I know he did that to see me and be with me. I know that he didn't go straight home because he wants to stay with me. I really do know sometimes when he does those things for me. But for now I don't think were official. Even though he says we are but not until he officially asks me..personally. And plus I don't see him telling others that I am his gf yet...so yea...
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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