First bf ^-^

IT WAS WEIRD...12/2/06... i always wanted a bf n now it came true...we started chatting online(aim) and then i start talking about my sister's luv live... and then he asked me out all of a sudden.. well in a weird way though like its not direct like "would u go out with me" kinda thing, but it so shocking cuz i didn't expect that to happen so it was kinda ackward hahhaz. Hes like asking me if we were and then i ask him if we were official.. it was funny...but lovely. When he asked me i was like i dunno what to say... and then i asked him and he took awhile to answer back too, my heart was actually kinda pounding fast when i was waiting for his reply .. i guess thats common.. at least i think it is. I noe he doubts about it and so do i. like we i dunno what i want n i dunno what he is thinking...But i guess were official now... and i won't be scared to hold his hand anymore =) i guess it was a good thing to get this sraight and now i feel relaxed.. happy me ^-^ i think we are official now n i can consider him as my first bf. BUT the thing is that i dunno what im doing and so does he.... well i dun wanna think about it furthermore n i dun wanna consider that we are together until he askes me in person, that way its more direct.... and romantic lolz.... All i noe is i feel cheerful inside and thats all i want. I actually wanted this to happen hehe. My feelings rite now are messy.. i feel happy but in the same time i feel doubtful and weird...i can't really find a way to expain it .. i guess its an unexplainable feeling inside of me.