my first date......

Today December 22, 2006 is my official day with him. Today was my first date to watch a movie with him... or at least I thought it was a date.. " Night at the museum" it was a pretty good movie, funny... but i expected it to be very funny. but yea.... i had a great time.. leaning on his shoulders beside him and holding hands with him the whole time. ^-^ I was very happy, and I gave him a christmas present... although I did a crappy job at it, I hope he likes it... at least I tried my best. He also gave me a present. It was a pink necklace. It looks nice and i do appreciate it because at least he used his time and money to get me something. My first present from him.... I wrote him card along with his present..hmmm.. I hope I don't sound stupid in there because I don't know what words he want to hear from me. We first walked and walked to get his glasses and then we went to Panera.. cause I was very hungry.. my stomach started aching -.- . Then we walked to Borders and ran into Misen. I got kinda mad at him cause he kept on bragging others to jump along and watch the movie with us.... I felt like he didn't want to watch it with me.. I was like omg he is so slow... can't he see that I only want to watch it with him??? Then I refused to talk to him until we went to the movies. Misen was saying that too. She kept on asking why is he trying to get other pplz to go she thought it was ONLY me and him. I felt unwanted.. it was like I was forcing him to go with me.. =/ Well I felt bad... cause he kept on paying for everything for me... movie tickets, food..etc. Thats bad I'm making him spend too much on me. >.< I feel crappy now... It feels like he doesn't give a care about me and that I'm making the move... It feels like I'm forcing this relationship..feels like we switched our places around. I'm expressing my feelings to him while he doesn't respond to me. So now i feel stupid for writting such a greeting card to him...more like a love note. ARGhhhhh..... I feel miserable. Its feels like he doesn't like me as much... we don't even talk much... and I was too forward..I was making all the move like "lets make this our first date " or something. Isn't a guy suppose to ask you out??? He looks careless about me. And I'm scared.. its more like I'm obsessed about him and he doesn't give a dam. I asked him online if we were official and he said yes. But my bro told me that the guy was suppose to do that in person. TO make it more direct and romantic I guess... I was the one who intiated the whole thing.. he never actually asked me.