I blew up!

I couldn't take it anymore. So then i exploded. I didn't talk to him for the past two days. I ignored him finally. Telling him won't help unless he feels it himself. Thats y im doing this to him. I need him to know how I feel so he won't do that again. He called plenty of times and I can feel that he's worried. He's finally caring at least for this moment. I told myself I will ignore him for two days but it is kind of hard especially when he kept on leaving me voice mails. In Dance class it was so hard to avoid him. But knowing that he still doesn't know whats wrong, angers me so much. But yea.. he's getting there and he will eventually find the answer. I will talk to him about it tomrw and hopefully things would turn out ok. He kept on saying sorry and he wants to talk about it and figure things out. But I'm still unsure if hes the one for me becuz he was all worried yesterday but today he didn't call at all. So maybe he has already given up on me. Only one day of ignoring him and he lose patience? How does he think of this feeling that I'm going through for months. N only 1 or 2 days for him. If he does lose interest then fine. I guess he won't be the right one for me. I want him to show effort that he cares and saying things over the internet or phone calls are unrealistic. Sometimes things have to be said verbally face to face. It's really meaningless if I can't c how his reactions are or how he express himself. That way I can learn to face situations that bothers him or makes him discomfort. N that way he can learn how serious things are and he should stop playing around. I'm not that mad anymore actually. A gurl can forgive very easily but won't forget. I need him to cherish me and care for me. THATS all I want. Hmm..... I wonder what's flowing in his mind now?