will we break up?

Couples breaking up are normal and casual now a days. But I'm serious about it. I'm mad at him. There he goes retracing those melancholy steps he took before. I think the first time I talked to him about it, I guess I didn't make it clear enough. It was getting better after valentines. He gave me the attention I needed and I was very happy. He gave me a necklace and a Frango box of chocolate. I never really thought that he would get me something. I was very happy that he was willing to go eat lunch/dinner with me. We took pictures on my cell phone. But he didn't let me until I signed the contract. He kept on lowering his head to avoid the camera. I gave my very first kiss on the cheek to him. So he finally let me take pictures of him. Lolz I'm sure that was what he was looking forward to after he surprised me with that necklace. I can feel that he was leaning more towards me leaving his cheeks closer to me. Hahaz I can see that he was stretching he face to me so that I can kiss him. He put the necklace on me and from then on I never took it off. Not until this once when I was performing for hip hop, Amethyest made me take it off cuz it wasn't part the costume. I was sad though I was like can I keep it on PLzzzzz but eventually she said no.. I begged and begged but I was forced to take it off. *sigh*. But I was happy we actually spent some quality time with each other. I was very happy that night. My brother brought me and my sister to this theater far away and it was such a cool place. It is a theater where u can eat and watch a movie. It was fun and the place was beautiful and ancient looking. Okay, back to the sad part. Today he ignored me and I ignored him too. We both don't want to speak to each other and that's not going to solve anything. I want to talk to him tomorrow and try to fix or end this but I'll wait until next Friday. He didn't come to my birthday party. I was so sad throughout the whole party. I tried to look like i was happy, but knowing that he is not there makes me sad. Later I asked him why, he said something about his father getting mad at him and that he needed to fix his wall or something. I'm mad because he didn't cared to make this up to me like going somewhere and celebrate it alone or to do something together. He just didn't care. AS of our relationship today, I expect more from him than just saying happy birthday. If its that hard to take some minutes of his life to actually call me or hangout with me or even chat with me on aim, then how is this going to work out? I'm always here waiting for him. I'll always make time for him, but does he do the same? .... NO. I like him so much but he isn't returning the same respect I have for him. I told him that I'm very tired and that I dunno how to deal with him anymore. I give up.... but in a way I dun want to let go. I'm so stubborn I hate it. I know he is tried of always dealing with my temper. I get mad at myself because I am mad at him. Complicated really. I really wish he can think in my perspective and care for my feelings before he does something. I'm slowly condemned in sorrow. He just doesn't get it does he? As a girl, I really need attention. I don't want to be left alone. I don't want to feel lonely. Am I really asking for too much??? I just want to spend time with him. That's all I want. Looking back at the times I had with him, I realized that we didn't really do anything. All we did was maybe go to the movies once and go out and eat sometimes, but what else did we do. (alone?) I know he is a very busy person but is it really that hard to sacrifice some time for me? is it? If he can't give me some simple attention I dunno what else to say. Because if this continues I'm going to become a sad and depressed person I don't want to be. I'm trying to relax myself... I really want to. I'm very tired and I don't know really how to deal with him anymore. The things I think are special to me isn't special to him. Like the time he said he liked me, the day we went to watch a movie together, the official day we were together. Those are all important to me and I remember them clearly, but as for him he doesn't remember those things. I'm starting to ask myself if we were actually together as gf and bf. Were we really? I don't feel a difference. It's not like we talk more or hangout more or anything. Were just both in our own worlds doing what ever. If he can't verbally express the feelings can't he do something to make me realize he still likes me or still wants to be with me?
Sometimes he makes me feel that I'm not worthy enough for him to so something for me. Is it shameful to have me as his gf? It sure feels that way. No one really knows that were going out because he doesn't admit it and he doesn't tell anyone. Well that makes me feel bad because that means that I'm not worthy to be one. =/