A thief who stole my first kiss....

I remember the day when it happened. 9/26/08 I was at my friend's house to play video games and so it happened. I was biting his ears and we were fighting happily and then it appeared... it was dark and all i can see was a slight glimpse of his dark round eyes. All of a sudden i felt something touching my lips and then all of a sudden I felt something smooth and slippery touching my tongue! After a couple of seconds, I finally knew he stole my first kiss. I told him you just stole something of mine. Then he said are u going to call the cops on me? hahaz. I was biting his lips and he was biting onto mines. I love that feeling lmao. He told me his was bleeding oopzzz. Then I guess the kisses continued for a LONG time. But I was scared because he only kisses my lips he kissed everywhere on my body!! From lips to the neck and from the neck to my stomach. Omg... I was shocked cuz he was going to fast. Then we rolled around the bed.. crazily.. I asked him to teach me how to kiss appropriately and so he showed me slowly. He said he liked me on top. so i was! i could feel his gentle hands slowly approaching my legs and to my butt. He was feeling on me everywhere! Then I can feel his legs opening my legs further and further apart.. and the crazy thing is he as touching my sweet spot! I got even more shocked! His gentle fingers slowly groping onto my body and his kisses on my neck. It felt nice and I felt like I was dreaming. He told me he was in heaven ahahz. Towards the end, i kissed him pretty well hahaz. I could feel and hear his moan when i kissed him softly and I know he liked it lolz. He told me I surprised him. But I was afraid the way we progressed. It started too quick and it jumped from first base to third base. At a thought I thought he was going to give me oral sex when he kissed my body further and further downwards! I was scared because I thought he was going more extreme. At the beginning I was too shocked and surprised to enjoy it...but I enjoyed a lot towards the end. I told him the truth about how I felt that later night. He told me he was happy I could openly tell him my feelings. He said he was sorry and that he was caught up in the moment and couldn't control himself. I was glad too... for some reason this guy gave me the feeling that I could openly tell him the truth and tell him all my feelings straight out. Am I that comfortable with him? I can joke around with him and I could tell him everything. I guess I'm starting to like him more and more. And to tell the truth, I can't stop thinking about what happened. It was like a wild dream. A dream that I had never dreamt before. This was the first time my body was scared with a man's scent. But for some reason I feel guilty and dirty. It was like I just sinned. If we didn't even started going out yet and things are moving this fast already, I am afraid things may go even further the longer we are together. I guess he is the first guy I can feel so comfortable with to talk to and to share my inner feelings. Are you really the special one who can mark a rainbow on my white pure sheet of paper? Or are you the one that will contaminate my pureness?