Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I'm still thinking....
For some reason I still dunno if I should like him or not. Usually when I like someone I'm sure of it and I will continue to like that person for a long time. Moreover, it's like a long crush cause thats how I express myself. But, I just don't know if I should or should not like this guy. We seem different. I'm just scared he doesn't fit my conservativeness and my type of relationships. I mean, he did date a lot of other girls. I'm quite sure they were more open than I am. I'm still just a newbie, so I think he is too experienced for me. Well, I do notice that I think of him more lately and that I do laugh all the time when I think about it. He kinda of brings me happiness and laughter and I do feel comfortable around him. I just don't think I will have enough time for these things. I am so poor at time management, I need to work on it. I have lots of homework and lab reports to turn in. My exams are piling up on me. I'm sure I can make time for him but I just don't know if he will fit me. And so ... I'm confused. Once again.. We went to the movies the other day and it was fun. I think the funniest part was that I freaked him out when he came out of the bathroom. Lmao, it was so funny I couldn't stop laughing. My stomach hurt so much cause of laughter. I think he is the first one I can be so comfortable with to joke around and hit each other. I make fun of him a lot. I'm like mean to him in a jokey way and thats kind of new. I never really been like that. I feel more happy and funny. And also shy. But its all good. I don't want to expect anything or think of anything.
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