Monday, September 15, 2008
Hmm some weird feeling...is it a crush?
Well. There is this guy who is my friend since freshmen year and its getting kinda warm lolz. I think I'm starting to like him a little. But, I'm scared to be too attached to him. Always a border line to protect myself. I'm always like that. But, I do feel really comfortable with him. What I love to do is bite his ear or just be mean to him. Hahaz. I remember that time when I slept over at jenny's place we slept in a room together. We were watching Rush hour 1 and then it was getting late so we decided to sleep. But, all of a sudden, we decided to play fight hahaz it was fun. Then we were like rolling around the whole room tackling each other. He was super close to me though. I think that was the first time a guy was ever that close to me and my neck!! I still can feel his breath on my neck lmao. But yea. It was a friendly fight and it was really fun. I guess he misses that feeling too. After that I wanted to bite his ears again but everytime I attempt, I kinda chicken out. >_x My best friend Maryam told me that omg that is horrible to sleep next to a guy and do those things. I guess I was too open.. Shouldn't do that. She got mad at me for a second because I'm so innocent she was afraid I might get hurt or in danger. She was just worried. But anyways I'm still thinking about it because I'm not sure if I should like him. He is very different from me and his open level is different too. He is more ghetto, and he is lazy, but the good thing is that he is very nice and he is starting to not dress like a black dude. Hahahaz. He's also very funny. He doesn't look Chinese but he is one lmao. Were going to watch a movie tomrw. I don't know if I shouldn't consider it special or a date of some sort but I hope we can both have fun tomrw. I don't really want to take relationships that seriously at first. I don't want to get hurt again. Let see what happens tomrw. ^_^
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