Sunday, January 13, 2008

He died.....i can never see him again...

I just got the news today. He died last friday due to heart problems. He couldn't breathe because his heart was clotted. I feel sad and I want to cry, but I'm trying hard to stop my tears. I don't want to cry. After I heard the news, I just wanted to so something to clam myself down. Watching chinese drama and reading mangas. This just gave me another outlook of how life can be so fragile and helpless. He was getting better after the surgery. Everything was going well, but suddenly, Satin come down and beheaded his life. Why does such a good person have to die so early? He has no family, no wife, and no children. I feel sorry for him that he has to die so lonely.

My health is gradually getting worse. Right when I thought I didn't need to take those pills again I was really happy, but there it is comming to haunt me again. I guess this sickness will never go away and I can never get rid of it. I sleep late and don't want to go to school. What's wrong with me? I feel fragile, and weak. Helpless and lost in life. I don't know what I want to do and I don't really care what I do. Wake up DUYEN!!!!!

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