IM PISSED OFF!!!

a normal girl wouldn't like some girl living with ur own bf... THATS FOR SURE!!! I dunno what to feel... in a way IM FUKING PISSED off because im sure he is the one that brought this upon his self... he prolly asked her and be nice and INVITE her over to his house to live... On the other hand, as a friend what the fuk can I SAY!? The only problem is that there is going to be comparison... if she lives there and I live there... the parents are going to compare... and what can I say? really..what can I say? I know he tried to care about my feelings.. thats why he asked me if I can also live there.. so it won't just be her but with me also. If he really cared.. he would of asked me first.. but he tells me after he gently invites her over. Thanks alot! he can do whatever he wants I dun care.... I just don't like the fact that his parents are going to meet her and then compare me and her over time.. Why does he always bring these problems... just why? What can I do? go live with him so she would feel more comfortable to live there and he won't feel so bad? So selffish..He knows what I will feel if he does that... and yet he still does it. In his heart... im not number one... he always have to mix in the friendship.. and never think about how I feel abt it. It just hurts to know that he will hurt me if he decides to do this.. but I guess it wasn't that important to him.. when he was trying to be friendly. Im sure he could of made up so many excuses to avoid it. but no he decide not to .... what does he want me to feel? Pissed? Happy? Sad? Im just human... Im not an out of space alien. If I had done the same thing and brought a guy over to live... I'm pretty sure he won't be that happy about it... go ahead and just hurt me over and over again. theres only a limit I can take of how nice he can be to others... but this... just stepped over the boarderline. I don't care if I am self fish about this... but in reality, Im not going to hide behind those fake smiles. Im not happy about it and that is the sad truth. Im just a normal girl. There are limits.. and he is just pushing it too far... and if he thinks this doesn't hurt me then that is totally wrong. Im very very disappointed...