Sunday, June 3, 2007

i dunno anymore......

For some reason I think I still like him. I want to ask him so badly man.... Alex the other day was talking about it with me and he kept on asking me "Do you still like him?" i answer "I don't want to tell you." Alex actually called him during class. At first I thought he was just playing around pretending he was calling him, but then he really did. He asked him and he said he doesn't know. It was so upsetting, even up to now he still doesn't know. I miss him very much and I tried so hard to let go of him in my mind.....but I still do like him. I really really want to ask him. I want to ask him if he still likes me. I want an answer and if its a "no" maybe I can really let go. It feels like it was something unfinished because it ended without a reason. He never told me a reason. I just dunno now. Now it's kinda bugging me a lot. I need to solve this problem.

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